I feel like I’ve been introducing myself quite a lot lately. I’ve been putting my voice out there. My opinion and my all into my community, which for me is a very hard thing to do.
Why? Because I fear judgement. I didn’t exactly see the reasoning behind making friends or more friends than the ones I cherish now. But I’m an action type of person. I see a problem and I immediately start working on ways to solve or spread some understanding.
So I’ve been speaking out more. I’ve been spreading my opinion after careful careful thought on some heavy issues.
Outside of that, I’ve been stepping out and just introducing myself.
I guess if you want to go real deep and have a spiritual analysis, I am finally comfortable with myself to share myself a bit.
Although every time I do there is anxiety. There’s doubt. There’s second, third and fourth thoughts after I do it. But I become a little braver each time I can receive a little of people who say,
“I get it. I understand you. I agree.”
Now I know there will come a time when someone will not believe in what I do, you since we’re all individuals, but I’m hoping I can still stick up to my thoughts.
I’ve gone so long with just going with the flow and basically being a people pleaser with no real opinions, I treasure the moments when I can say,
“This is how I feel. This is my thoughts. Like it or not.”